Most recently, I have been working on fear of love. I want to be a more loving person in all my relationships but also be able to accept love when it comes back to me. Well, this must be a huge issue because in the past few days, I have had 5 or 6 healing responses!

It occurred to me that my fear of love goes all the way back to when I was born premature and then, spent a month in an incubator waiting to weigh enough to go home. I tested that the issue itself is healed, but that the healing was not fully manifested and that I have had both healing responses and symptoms of clearing.

So, I did my code with a focus on clearing. During my code work, I felt directed to send the energy of love back to the beginning of my life--from the incubator, through infancy, and then, I just kept going on up to the present moment. I think what I did was to transform those memories. Though they had already healed and the lie had been removed, what I did was install the truth!

And I just tested that the healing is fully manifested!

Very powerful work!

About a week ago, I had a really amazing experience!

One of my clients had decided to do the healing codes for both herself and a family member. So as she began the healing exercise, she said, "I am Sue (not her real name) and I am Larry (not his real name, either)" and then, proceeded to complete the exercise. And it worked! They both healed of the problem she was working on!

So, I decided to try it myself!

I chose to work on a relationship that had been distant. The distance was hurting us both. So, I included both of our names and then prayed that "all cellular memories in all parts of us that are creating distance be healed and replaced with a future memory of love". I did chakra clearing on us both and asked the angels to remove all the toxins that were being released. Then, in my mind's eye, I saw (but also felt) an energetic surgery occur on us both. Then, I felt directed to stand up so that I could be brushed off and I felt a little woozy when I did it.

Afterwards, I saw us both glowing and sparkling, completely clean!

By the next day, we were talking on the phone and there was absolutely no distance, strain or awkwardness! And there hasn't been since.

It's a miracle, really.

I'm so grateful!

For the past few days, as I have been working on heart chakra issues--keeping my heart open, I have been clearing grief. I first felt it as a tightness in my chest and then, a general sense of sadness. I used my testing technique to confirm that that's what was going on. It helped to know that and I focused my healing code work on it.

But I can't say I enjoyed it much. And it's still happening--clearing hurt from past relationships, from childhood, etc. Little pockets of cellular memory that were left behind when I worked on other issues.

It's times like this when I wonder, as I often do: just how much healing is necessary?

But I want to be more loving, I want to forgive more easily, I want my heart to soften. I want to radiate love. So I'm going for it!

When I think about having an open heart, I think of Jesus. He loved gently and sweetly and powerfully in the face of all kinds of rejection. That's just not normal! Mother Teresa worked to maintain the same response and managed it. Still not normal!

But let's see how I do at avoiding normal!

What I'm working on right now would probably fall into the category of personal or spiritual growth. Specifically, I am working on keeping my heart open (even when I get hurt) and creating a vision of what I want to create in my life. I am using the Healing Codes to do both. But I'm also using Law of Attraction principles.

You know, I have done a lot of work on healing my heart. A lot has hurt it over the years! And I am truly happier now than I have ever been. But the wounded instinct to take cover and not come out again when I feel rejected by someone I love is still alive and well. On the other hand, what I used to do is blow people off without a second chance. I'm not actually doing that anymore, but I still feel tempted.

So, there's been some growth. But there's still some opportunity for healing! :)

I'll keep you posted!

As this is my first blog post about my healing journey, it seems like a good idea to start at the beginning. Although I had spent a decade or more exploring various alternative health methods--herbal and homeopathic remedies, aromatherapy, acupuncture, acupressure, and reiki--I was still not satisfied. I knew there was something I didn't know about yet that would be the perfect healing solution for every problem I had.

I just didn't know what it was.

Along came the Healing Codes. It was love at first sight! Three years ago, in June, I went to get trained and my life has never been the same. I went with a long list of the things I wanted to heal and came back with a system and a technique that would heal them.

In the years since, I healed a number of things that had resisted every other remedy I'd thrown at them: chronic fatigue syndrome, childhood sexual abuse, winter depression (S.A.D.), allergies, PMS and many more. I have also had the joy of seeing others heal! I am just SO grateful!!